Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 11/30/2006 07:29:00 PM
HERE GOES:
I DUNNOE WHETHER I'LL COME UP WITH A POSITIVE DECISION
BUUT
I SINCERELY HOPE SO!
EVEN IF STH NEGATIVE COMES UP
IM SURE THERE WILL ALWAYS BE UU IN MY HEART AND MIND!
although there is no plan buut sth tells me i might hav 2 leave uu guyys
'cos
i can nvr forget abt my family
they were the ones beside me..
guiding me 2 all of uu
where we became friends.
buut
i can surely.
certainly.
most definitely.
in a most serious tone..
tell uu all tt fate was the one which brought us 2gether..
buut
it will nvr be the one 2 part all of hearts
'cos
we smiled at each other at each other's foolish actions.
we feel more hurt when one of us get hurt.
we get excited 4 minor things tt might just make major changes in our life.
we get angry at each other when we see each other hurting themselves 4 stuff we tink are foolish.
we
had
happy
sad
excited
MOMENTS.
we passed precious TIMES....
which will now and forever be kept as beautiful and lovely
MEMORIES
Labels: feelings
@ 11/30/2006 01:40:00 PM
unbelievable!?
it is really really unbelievable!
i dunnoe how i have been living ALL DAYY LONG @ home
with only incense smell...
kitchen smell...
bks...
food...
buddha script chanting...
sleep...
isnt it unbelievable?
i dunnoe how she made it 2 let herself tink it is all reasonable
BUUT
it definitely does not look so 2 me.
@ least 2 ME.
套一句話: "自己的人生 不為自己活....為誰活呢?"
i wanna let uu noe.
i was NOT ANGRY.
i was ALARMED.
i was HEARTBROKEN..
4 UU.
thanks. i noe uu all mean well buut i still dun understand whyy truth has 2 be so.
HURTFUL.Labels: feelings
Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 11/27/2006 04:14:00 AM
the first time..
it's really the first time i've ever seen my dad cry.
i really still cant accept the fate tt a very important person has just disappeared from my life.
I CANT!
tt was just a few moments ago..
tt was just a wk ago..
i last saw my uncle..
he was smiling very brightly at me.
now. what i get is not even a gdbye!?
i really broke down when my dad cried and hugged me and the first sentence he said:
"i've not seen him for a long time already..",
"take care of grandma"
how can a person, a man
who always wanna win.
never accept lost..
who always look so so confident in front of the workers..
who always is a very strong person in front of his kids...
cry?
i dun even now i've cried 4 how long..
looking back a few minutes ago @ my dad.
now. in front of me.
my grandma. me. mum. sis.
BUUT.
i believe we will all be strong and by nxt dayy.
WE WILL SMILE AND LIVE EACH DAYY STONGER AND HAPPIER! ((:
we love uu. ((:Labels: feelings
@ 11/27/2006 01:54:00 AM
im SORRY...
i didnt tink tt there would be one dayy where
ME.
would be sitting here..
tinking or hoping tt there would be someone..
really.
anyone.
who would tell me
nonono
tt was all a mistake..
buut i only hear busy footsteps.
my DAD's {despair plus anger}
my MUM's {worried plus hoping}
my AUNT's {worried}
my PARENT's COLLEAGUE {worried}
plspls
someone tell me
tt
my uncle is okaye.
the only one who was able 2 get me 2 sleep along wif him
when i was merely a child,
or
even a baby.
when we could both sleep on a small single bed and be satisfied wif it...
sleeping on it....
the one who really loved us.
im sorry i just realised tt there is nothing i can promise all of uu, my friends abt those presents.
i dun even noe what my tmr is gonna be like.
im really sorry.
ps: cheryl have a smooth journey!
pps: liying i'll try my best abt the cinderella shoes.
ppps: drusilla i'll oso try my best abt those cds.
sitting here. ME. hoping tt when i turn arnd.
UU will be there.Labels: feelings
Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 11/24/2006 04:05:00 PM
...i nvr knew what it means by meeting my doomsday..
wahhh!
until really calculating
{real actual calculating with my fingers orhs!}
tt i hav ALOT of
HOMEWORK!!!
2 简报
1 storybk 2 check all 成语
1 math angles ws
few txbk pages of algebra
hist. read-up
1 charlotte's web letter in chinese
10 CAP pieces {8 own..2 for flowers of algernon}
until now..Labels: holidayys homework
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @ 11/22/2006 05:54:00 PM
dumb-ass! adagio!
WAHH!
i nvr knew tt i was so dumb lahhs!
whyy?
dunnoe?!
just felt so...
hahahs
'cos i was dumb enough 2 tink tt not speaking out loud 4 myself
could
let others noe what im tinking abt...
and then pick a quarrel btween me and them or more precisely HE or HER.
haiz
nxt thing i just realised tt...
i CAN post a blog in every pc here in china buut...
i CANNOT necessarily view my blogs in them 'cos it's B-L-O-C-K-E-D!!!!
WAHHS!
this is a dumb system...right?
anyway...
im BORED! ~~
all i do here is
READ.
STUDY.
PC.
AND OCCASIONAL SHOPPING! {bought a swatch watch//sth wrong wif my DKNY watch...haiz{bought sum cute stuff 4 my friends...{bough bks 4 me 2 read..
LUCKILY..
there's the weekends im waiting or anticipating 4...
1st wkend - a company {parents'} complimentary trip wif all the colleagues in china!
2nd wkend - a company {parents'} complimentary trip wif all the colleaugues in taiwan!
3rd wkend - our own family trip in taiwan's theme park {剑湖山} along wif my cousin who along wif her sch band is performing! WHOOSH! ((:
anticipating...excited...@ de same time...B_O_R_E_D!Labels: WINTER HOLIDAYYS?
Thursday, November 16, 2006 @ 11/16/2006 03:56:00 PM
hk. china. taiwan.
hahahs.
im totally crazy 4 my trip
'cos we're totally gonna E-N-J-O-Y
not lyk the previous many trips where we just coop up in my parents...
OFFICE!!!
since im gonna be busy..
so i'll probably be on a semi-hiatus?
hahahs.
FYI.
i'll be bringing lots lots presents back!
TAG IF UU WANN THEM! ((:
hahahs.
BUUT.
i might not be online! wahahahah!
my busy dayys trip!
Sunday, November 12, 2006 @ 11/12/2006 10:42:00 PM
vivo-CITY!
YAY-ness!
i finally got 2 go 2 vivo-CITY..
uu noe..
de one @ harbourfront?
hahahs
YEPPs!
I WENT THERE!
blehs...
i got lost in there lor..TOO BIG!
got.
godiva.
zara.
gap.
nike.
secret recipe.
esprit.
topshop & topman.
toy 'R' us.
sans bkshop.
much much more...
then BAKERZIA's ham & bacon pasta damn nice!
iced vanilla coffee blend oso veri zhen!
hahahs..
hope all goes there!
((:
nice!
Saturday, November 11, 2006 @ 11/11/2006 08:18:00 PM
late.rainy.wet.
wahhs!
me: mommy! uu say will wake me up @ 9am de!
mommy: nope...uu said 9:30am..
me: okayes then buut it's 12pm now!
mommy: uu wont wake up..
yeah...so tt's how i was late 4 1pm tuition and was honourably named "chi dao queen"
haiz
then i waited 4 my dad who would only land at 12:30pm
2
come home and fetch me there
'COS
IT'S RAINING!
hahahs...
then
lunch-
i had 2 be walking on slippery- wet- heavily drained- grounds 2 get. {with kim chang}
our cups of soyabean-
chua's waffles-
some mac's stuff.
haiz
plain plain dayy...
bad bad stuff...
sui.
Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 11/09/2006 09:06:00 PM
Your EQ is 120 |
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
@ 11/09/2006 04:31:00 PM
NOTHING TO POST!!!!
FEEL LYK GOING ON A HIATUS!! xxxxp
Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @ 11/07/2006 05:40:00 PM
shades of blue.
sky blue - a colour of relaxation and pure happiness
dark blue - a colour of miss of sadness of emptiness
uur shade uur decision..buut if there's happy and unhappy, ask uurself whyy unhappy?
no reason? well..there's the answer! ((:
Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 11/06/2006 08:28:00 PM
i broke record!
hahahs?
what record i broke right??
well.
just my bowling record.
hahahs.
anyway..
my last was 78.
now it's 89!
hahahs!
well done?
not really..
buut im still happy! ((:
figured out happiness can be b'cos of any small thing or detail!
Sunday, November 05, 2006 @ 11/05/2006 10:50:00 PM
a quiz.
of time.
on patience.
about love.
4 friendship.
the answers are in uur heart.
@ 11/05/2006 10:40:00 PM
embarrassed.
wahh!
OMG!
i nvr tot i would do such a CRAZY thing!
2dae my aunt lyk planned a gathering event.
LOLs.
then my mum wanted 2 see the 2 guuys who were single and lyk "hou xuan ren"
buut my aunt very xiao qi..
so we had 2 get the add from her friend - Joanne
then when we reached.
she was SURPRISED lor.
then what more when they wann 2 take pic..
i tink my aunt very no talent in photography then.
I SCREAMED.
YEPPs.
uu did not hear it wrongly..
I SCREAMED.
then so gan ga..
2 me lah.
'cos all my seniors mahhs..
xxxp
Thursday, November 02, 2006 @ 11/02/2006 08:18:00 PM
still stolen from cheryl...
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Ho Nien-An
Birth date: 260293
Current status: staring into space. lols. ((:
Eye Color: dunnoe.
Hair Color: dark brown.
Righty or Lefty: Righty.
Zodiac Sign: rooster.
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: chinese. taiwanese
Your fears: ehhs. so far cant rmb any.
Your weakness: ten.
Your perfect pizza: hawaiian pizza
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY,TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: how 2 find excuses 2 go out
Your bedtime: 2~3am
Your most missed memory: having lessons in am6 wif am6 ppl.
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: ewww. HATE gaseous drinks!
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds.
Single or group dates: single dates.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: nope.
Curse: nope.
Take a shower: YEPPs.
Have a crush: YEPPs.
Think you've been in love: nope.
Like(d) school: YEPPs. <333
Want to get married: dunnoe.
Believe in yourself: @ times.
Think you're a health freak: not at all.
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: nope.
Gone to the mall: YEPPs.
Been on stage: nope.
Eaten Sushi: YEPPs.
Been dumped: nope.
Gone skating: nope. }HOPE TO!!{
Dyed your hair: nope.
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: NONO...EWWW!
Changed who you were to fit in: YEPPs.
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: 24~26
LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: blue.
Best hair color: dark brown.
Short or long hair: short.
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: typing the answers of this quiz.
1 HOUR AGO: typing the answers of another quiz.
5 HOURS AGO: @ home reading.
1 WEEK AGO: spring cleaning kcp's dance rm cupboards.
1 YEAR AGO: enjoying time after PSLE.
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: most ppl.
I FEEL: bored.
I HATE: cowards!
I HIDE: and SEEK wif friends!
MISS: the old days!!!
NEED: time to finish holiday h/w..
@ 11/02/2006 07:45:00 PM
still. stolen from cheryl! AGAIN. W/O PERMISSION!
Who are the ppl who..
1) ..made you smile? all!
2) ..saw you cry? fawn. jac leow. mum. dad. bro. sis. aunt. ((:
3) ..went to the movies with you? many many.
4) ..talked to you on the phone last? fawn.
Do you prefer..
1) flowers or candies? candies. taste of happiness! ((:
2) grey or black? grey.
3) colour or black & white photos? colour photos. looks more lyk rainbows
4) lust or love? love.
5) sunrise or sunset? sunrise! the beginning of a day!
6) M&M's or skittles? M&M's. ehhs. just lyk lor!
7) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late. see what the world in peace after a day.
Answer honestly:
1) Do you like anyone now? yepps.
2) Smoke? nope.
3) Steal? nope.
4) Do you believe in love at first sight? dunnoe..i haven tried..so dun wann judge it by its cover..hahahs.
5) Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? YEPPs.
Do you prefer..
1) sun or moon? moon.
2) tea or coffee? depends on my mood.
3) left or right? right.
4) 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 best friends.
5) sunny or rainy? rainy.
6) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla ice-cream. YUMMY!
Others...
1) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl it...[[whoosh!]]
2) Have you ever eaten sperms? NOPE!
3) favourite ice cream? vanilla.
4) How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? 3.
5) What's your favourite type of soda? ewww. i HATE gaseous drinks!
6) Do you cook? YEPPs. when im feeling free and easy! =p
In the last month, have you..
1) bought something? YEPPs.
2) sang? YEPPs.
3) being hugged? YEPPs.
4) felt stupid? YEPPs.
5) missed someone? YEPPs.
6) danced crazy? YEPPs.
7) gotten your hair cut? nope.
8) cried? YEPPs.
9) hated anyone? nope.
10) said I Love You? YEPPs.
@ 11/02/2006 07:38:00 PM
heehee...stole from cheryl..w/o permission! =p
A - Damn good kisser.
B - Good all around person.
C - You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E - You have a nice ass.
F - People totally adore you.
G - You never let people tell you what to do.
H - You have a very good personality and looks.
I - You get hyper easily.
J - Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things.
L - You live to have fun.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You are absolutely beautiful.
O - You're an awesome person.
P - You are popular with all types of people.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - Sexy!
S - Easy to fall in love with.
T - You're loyal to those you love.
U - You really like to chill.
V - You are not judgemental.
W - You are very broad minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z - You're a little too hard to find.
H - You have a very good personality and looks.
O - You're an awesome person.
N - You are absolutely beautiful.
I - You get hyper easily.
E - You have a nice ass.
N - You are absolutely beautiful.
A - Damn good kisser.
N - You are absolutely beautiful.
CONCLUSION: am i lyk too over~confident?
Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @ 11/01/2006 08:09:00 PM
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, ask 5 people to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (tt doesn'y really work all the time!)
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (not lyk im a murderer)
I curse. (nice gurls dun curse ((:)
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones. (i hope 2)
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (i lyk original stuff!)
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (ehhs? DUNT UU?)
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything. (isit possible 4 one 2 be allergic 2 ppl?)
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.(see who the opposite sex is.)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend. (and FAMILY!)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. (i tink tt more likely refers to monica.)
I am happy at this moment!
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.(how many ways are there?)
I study for tests most of the time. (just the opposite ^^)
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. (i cant even handle the terrapins in my hse!)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. (huh?)
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse. (only rode one b4..hope i can own one- a white mare!)
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist. (doodling considered?)
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. ( god~sis/best friends considered?)
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
1) god~sis <33
2) jacqueline leow <3
3) caslyn ((:
4) cheryl ^^
5) all elliotians...one grp what...hahahs
If youuu want to know smth abt me, here goes.
She is Ann Ho Nien-An.
She just had her sexy seventeen.
She has a life at DHS.(Seriously,,,she HAS a life.)
She was from 2elliot.<3
She was from crunching 4 cookies.<3
She has a passion for Netball.
Her name was printed on a passport on 26/02/93.
She was from KCP, AM6'05.
She is an ex-dancer.isn't she?
Everyone Eats
She likes to see the worldd coloured;
by paint;
by coloured pencil;
by markers;
by anything that can be used to fill the worldd with colours.
She wants to see the smile on everyone in the worldd.
She wants to keep her childhood memories deep deep down.
She wants to play those music notes.
She wants to keep the dancing spirit!
She wants to pass her tests and exams with flying colours.
She wants to be a lifetime netballer!
She wants a new laptop that doesn't call for repair as often:/
She wants her back.
She wants uhmmmm!
hates?
she hates the wilful her
she hates the angry her
she hates the crying her
she hates the bored her
she hates the jealous her
she hates the waste time her
she hates the procrastinating her