Saturday, September 30, 2006 @ 9/30/2006 02:09:00 AM
whyy? whyy are there so many whyys and so many because...
im sitting here almost every midnite ever since a wk before EOYs.
im thinking.
im recollecting.
im wondering.
what did i do.
what am i doing.
what am i going to do.
caslyn- reminded by your recent posts,
i realised i dun even noe the word "HOPE".
im thinking.
i wanna cryy 'cos of the absent voice in class.
i wanna cryy 'cos i dunnoe what to do in my life. whats the next step?
i wanna cryy 'cos my results are simply not ideal.
but nope, i cannot.
'cos i still have many things waiting for me.
but definitely not cryying.
looking at the class photos.
my family photos.
im glad i have elliot as my class.
you all gave me life.
sometimes...
i asked myself simply.
simply-
whyy not transfer back to taiwan for studies.
i noe now.
;cos this is the reality.
whatevermore.
there is no forgetting even if i leave.(i noe it is impossible to forget these sorrows and happiness.)
there is no all of you after i leave.(i noe i dun wanna live without all of you.)
there is no regretting after i leave. (i noe simply i will regret 'cos there are all of you.)
freedom.
i wanted.
to fly and soar high.
to be unique.
to be independent.
to be the best.
now.
i simply wanna.
to be simpe.
to have someone to rely on.
to be with the crowd.
facts.
i realise whatever hatred i have for changes in my life.
that changes is what causes the beauty of life.
the miracles we hope.
the accidents we want.
the happy endings we dream.
`the whyys and simplyys.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 @ 9/27/2006 11:55:00 AM
thinking nothing.
emptiness.
loneliness.
free?
just plainly nothing.
nothing-
to do
to play
to eat
to dream
BUT
plenty of
STUDY to do!
sososososo...
CHIONG AHHHS!!!
@ 9/27/2006 12:35:00 AM
whoa!
that was marvellous!
i finished an ENTIRE thorough change
of blog and additions
of my primary six
class blog.
www.amethystsix2005forever.blogspot.com
Take a look if you have the time...whether you are a dunmanian or a kcpian...
=)
wo tai bang le. simply marvelled by myself.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 @ 9/26/2006 10:20:00 PM
never knew ACTUALLY i always knew.
your smile is a life-saving pill.
your words are miracle in a lifetime..
THANKS
just simply wanna say thanks to..
my FAMILY!
my FRIENDS!
my TEACHERS!
and
simply everyone
and all...
many great thanks for all the greatness you GREAT people have done..
@ 9/26/2006 10:11:00 PM
sleep. sleepy.. slept.
wahh hahaha!
wanna sleep. (tired like a pig-head)
very sleepy. (drooling like a pig-head)
going to sleep. (lazy like a pig-head)
what's the d-i-f-f-e-r-e-n-c-e?
WELL,
it's past,
present and future tense!
muahh-haha
simply a pig-head...
@ 9/26/2006 12:24:00 AM
hahahs. hee hee. lols.
EXAM CRAZY!!
photocopy Animal Farm notes.
totally working on rain gauge.
copying science notes.
blogging.
save myself and friends from troubles.
tuition work.
notes filing.
OMG.OMG.omg.omg..
gonna die soon.
for sure.
definitely.
no joking.
12am le!
HELP!!!
Monday, September 25, 2006 @ 9/25/2006 07:18:00 PM
apologetic-looks
today.
in total,
3 apologetic looks!
macs waiter.
kim.
me.
spiiled kim's coca cola.
got hold of the last bk of Animal Farm.
made them think i was angry.
sorrie. sorry. sry. paisei. dui bu qi.
Sunday, September 24, 2006 @ 9/24/2006 08:40:00 PM
group study.
today.
went to lee ying's hse.
first image-lee yan and others coached by uncle lee.
say 'hello'.
walk into room.
SILENCE.
NOISE.
hp sms-es noise.
caslyn send to me.
i send to caslyn.
lee yan send to friends. send to caslyn.
lee ying send to caslyn.
chunseng send to friends.
lots and lots of message alerts.
paper ball fight.
chicken rice lunch.
soya milk with chin chow.
bus-stop.
mrt.
orchard cum somerset.
haircut.
went to eat jap. ice-cream (green tea with seaweed)
shiok!
long walk down orchard.
2 siao guy paint themselves silver on the face and wear and have their things all silver to perform and earn $.
they say artist need money.
wheelock.
shop borders.
bought "How to be popular" by Meg Cabot.
Isetan Shaw Hse.
miss dough (me) fav! bread..hahahs
taxistand.
ppl were queuing the wrong side.
but who cares.
got home.
here writing blog.
Friday, September 22, 2006 @ 9/22/2006 09:27:00 PM
no directions.
i never knew i was lost until one day..
i met the road junction..
i dunno which way to go.
i went to library..
i dunno what for.
i reached Starbucks..
i dunno what to order.
today.
the first.
the last.
and only time i realised i was not lost,
standing out of the classroom
i knew
i wanted
i must
immediately take my leave.
then once im out.
once again,
walking.
jumping.
skipping.
rolling,
once again
feeling lost.
continuing my journey.
If youuu want to know smth abt me, here goes.
She is Ann Ho Nien-An.
She just had her sexy seventeen.
She has a life at DHS.(Seriously,,,she HAS a life.)
She was from 2elliot.<3
She was from crunching 4 cookies.<3
She has a passion for Netball.
Her name was printed on a passport on 26/02/93.
She was from KCP, AM6'05.
She is an ex-dancer.isn't she?
Everyone Eats
She likes to see the worldd coloured;
by paint;
by coloured pencil;
by markers;
by anything that can be used to fill the worldd with colours.
She wants to see the smile on everyone in the worldd.
She wants to keep her childhood memories deep deep down.
She wants to play those music notes.
She wants to keep the dancing spirit!
She wants to pass her tests and exams with flying colours.
She wants to be a lifetime netballer!
She wants a new laptop that doesn't call for repair as often:/
She wants her back.
She wants uhmmmm!
hates?
she hates the wilful her
she hates the angry her
she hates the crying her
she hates the bored her
she hates the jealous her
she hates the waste time her
she hates the procrastinating her