Saturday, September 30, 2006 @ 9/30/2006 02:09:00 AM
whyy? whyy are there so many whyys and so many because...
im sitting here almost every midnite ever since a wk before EOYs.
im thinking.
im recollecting.
im wondering.
what did i do.
what am i doing.
what am i going to do.
caslyn- reminded by your recent posts,
i realised i dun even noe the word "HOPE".
im thinking.
i wanna cryy 'cos of the absent voice in class.
i wanna cryy 'cos i dunnoe what to do in my life. whats the next step?
i wanna cryy 'cos my results are simply not ideal.
but nope, i cannot.
'cos i still have many things waiting for me.
but definitely not cryying.
looking at the class photos.
my family photos.
im glad i have elliot as my class.
you all gave me life.
sometimes...
i asked myself simply.
simply-
whyy not transfer back to taiwan for studies.
i noe now.
;cos this is the reality.
whatevermore.
there is no forgetting even if i leave.(i noe it is impossible to forget these sorrows and happiness.)
there is no all of you after i leave.(i noe i dun wanna live without all of you.)
there is no regretting after i leave. (i noe simply i will regret 'cos there are all of you.)
freedom.
i wanted.
to fly and soar high.
to be unique.
to be independent.
to be the best.
now.
i simply wanna.
to be simpe.
to have someone to rely on.
to be with the crowd.
facts.
i realise whatever hatred i have for changes in my life.
that changes is what causes the beauty of life.
the miracles we hope.
the accidents we want.
the happy endings we dream.
`the whyys and simplyys.
If youuu want to know smth abt me, here goes.
She is Ann Ho Nien-An.
She just had her sexy seventeen.
She has a life at DHS.(Seriously,,,she HAS a life.)
She was from 2elliot.<3
She was from crunching 4 cookies.<3
She has a passion for Netball.
Her name was printed on a passport on 26/02/93.
She was from KCP, AM6'05.
She is an ex-dancer.isn't she?
Everyone Eats
She likes to see the worldd coloured;
by paint;
by coloured pencil;
by markers;
by anything that can be used to fill the worldd with colours.
She wants to see the smile on everyone in the worldd.
She wants to keep her childhood memories deep deep down.
She wants to play those music notes.
She wants to keep the dancing spirit!
She wants to pass her tests and exams with flying colours.
She wants to be a lifetime netballer!
She wants a new laptop that doesn't call for repair as often:/
She wants her back.
She wants uhmmmm!
hates?
she hates the wilful her
she hates the angry her
she hates the crying her
she hates the bored her
she hates the jealous her
she hates the waste time her
she hates the procrastinating her
